So. I saw "Silver Linings Playbook" with Heather tonight. About a Bipolar guy and his batshit crazy girlfriend and how they fall in love. I had no clue what it was about before we went in. It's beautiful, and difficult to watch. In the beginning, when they're explaining Bradley Cooper's back story... do I really look like that through other people's eyes? There's one point where Jennifer Lawrence is going off on Bradley Cooper and Heather whispered in my ear that sometimes that's what it's like talking to me. I really wonder how other people see me in regards to the Bipolar. Both people who really "get it" and people who don't. The strangest part was watching Bradley Cooper have a freak out on screen and think to myself "I know exactly what's going through his head." It almost made me cry. Multiple times.
I'm still worried about slipping. Tomorrow. I promise. I'll call my doctor. Again, I'm defeated. I can't do this on my own. I'm exhausted. I feel like I've been running again and I just... can't anymore.
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